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A little more harmful for me [Jun. 28th, 2004|05:58 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Rufus Wainwright - Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk]

I often think, "My god, I am awful at updating." But then I see some people's livejournals and I realize, I'm really not so bad.

I love David Sedaris. If he wasn't so old, and short, and not cute...I might marry him.

I want to be an elf at Macy's.

Bonnie is going to be president, and I am going to be vice president, and I will have the obligatory pillbox hat. It will be a good world.

My soap smells like those little gummy mints they have at Christmas. You know, those god awful things that you think are going to be good, but actually taste like death? Yeah, those. I hate those, but they trick me every time.

I want a baby sloth.

The other night I went to dinner with my mother and her best friend Julie. Julie was born in Utah, moved to Texas in her early childhood and was raised a hardcore Mormon. Two years ago, Julie discovered her husband (also Mormon) was cheating on her with someone from his law firm. Julie proceeded to go insane. Our waiter's name was Rene'. His manner reflected his name, in that he was very effeminite. He moved quickly and gracefully throughout the room, it almost reminded me of ballet service, or myself when I'm bored. Julie immediately noticed that Rene' was not wearing a wedding ring. I knew this was going to be interesting and couldn't bring myself to tell her why. So her persuit continued. Apparently her strawberry daquiri wasn't strong enough, so she flirted with him until he got her a shot. She couldn't convince him to give her another, so she ordered two more daquiris instead. She was nice and drunk soon enough.

Julie is....well, a bit of a whore. Call it the insanity, I don't know, but throughout dinner she was naming the guys she was dating and what was wrong with them, not once mentioning that she might be the one with the problems. She is, in fact, the one with the problems. I had almost stopped paying attention when she mentioned the name "Fox".

The bitch in me wouldn't let me stay quiet

ME: Fox? Who actually names their kid Fox...like, Fox Crane?
JULIE: How'd you know!?

This was too good

ME: ...Fox Crane is a character on Passions.
JULIE: What a coincidence!
ME: I don't think it was a coincidence...

Julie pulled out her phone and called "Fox". He had in fact given her a fake name, but a real number. I assume he was new at this. Anyway, he asked her not to call him again.

And Julie began to hit her head on the table, much like Tye in Clueless. People were staring. My mother, also a bit drunk, sat and laughed at her. I ate my quesodillas in shame.

About 30 minutes later, when Julie was telling us about her ex-boyfriend Luis Alvarez, who wets the bed and denied any hispanic origin, her son Blaine called. He needed to be picked up from drivers ed. Mom was drunk, Julie was drunk. I had to drive.

Some people say I'm a bad driver. I don't think I'm that bad. I've never killed anyone. Nevertheless, I had to go pick up Blaine. Blaine's an odd looking little boy. If any of you played Mega Man when you were younger, Blaine looks like Gravity Man. Blaine is also under the impression that he is black. We get Blaine from drivers ed. So here I am, driving down 20 with my drunk mother and he drunk best friend in the back, and her drunk best friend's son in the front listening to what can only be described as an awful case of terrets set to synthesizers, and I can't help but wonder "What's keeping me from plowing through this McDonalds and killing us all?" Well, the fact that my life, odd as it may be, is fucking hilarious...and the fact that I do not like pain, at all, nor do I like the idea of suicide. There's nothing to laugh at when you're dead.

Food for thought. Oh, food for me, bye!
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On a railway New York bound... [Apr. 6th, 2004|10:10 pm]
[mood |Matchbox mood :)]
[music |Matchbox 20 - Bright Lights]

Bonnie said this...forever ago...I saved it. Here it is:

Somewhere between the procrastination, homework, and jobs…and the somewhere between the phone calls to old friends, and the "I miss you's,” And the "What are we doing tonight's?” And somewhere between all of the changing and growing…somewhere between the classes and skipping classes…studying for tests and the pretending to study for tests…and the downright NOT studying for tests, I forgot what life is all about.

I forgot what it meant to cry. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy. That pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart. I forgot that you can't just forget the past because you’re scared of the future. I forgot that you can't control falling in love and that you can't make yourself fall in love…I learned that I can love. I learned that it's okay to mess up…it's okay to ask for help. I learned that sometimes the things you want most... you just can't have. I learned that the greatest things in life are not the parties or the hook-ups. It's the friendships, which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things that we most need to talk about. I learned that letters from friends are the most important things. That sending cards to your friends makes you feel better. But, basically, I just learned that my friends, both old and new, are the most important people to me in the world. Without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. So this is a thank you to all of my friends. For always being there…even if we're not on good terms or we have lost touch...

Today's Shoutout : Bonnie, because we're always right
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Quote of the year [Apr. 3rd, 2004|09:54 pm]
Christina: This doesn't feel very good
Darin: Well I'm used to doing it from the back

A conversation Christina and I had while I was giving her a scalp massage
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Been workin too damn hard [Mar. 15th, 2004|09:52 pm]
[mood |head...burning...curlers...hot]
[music |Footloose - Footloose Original Broadway Cast]

Wow, I haven't updated in like...forever and a day. Brief recap:

Camping Trip - fun stuff, lots of injuries

Waco - Good notes, Rambo and Cochran love me...McLennan is gonna be great

Christina is ever so much fun.

Going to Austin tomorrow to pick up Jenny. Fun stuff.

That's all for now

Quote of the day
Me: Shut up Drew!
Christina: That was sweet.

Today's Shoutout Jonathan. Because he's gonna be on broadway.
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They need to adore me, so Christian Dior me... [Mar. 3rd, 2004|08:08 pm]
[mood |artistic]
[music |Rainbow High - Evita]

Skipped today. With permission, of course.

I'm such a rebel.

I just found that yellow power bead bracelet thingy Josh gave me...I think I'll wear it.

Talked to Bonnie today. We're so much alike it's scary. Apparently jelly bracelets have sexual connotations now...anyone want to fill me in on this?

I need a new outfit for the McLennan clinic. I'm gonna go shopping Sunday, if I can still walk. Anyone wanna come with?

Now I'm going to Starbucks with Christina. More later.

Today's Shoutout : Xander. Because he leaves me notes :)
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Where all the scars from the "never"s and "maybe"s die... [Mar. 2nd, 2004|10:23 pm]
[mood | gloomy]
[music |Out Tonight - Rent]

CAMPING TRIP BABY!!!

The One-Act Play camping trip is on Friday. Except it's camping for theatre people, which means cabins, bathrooms, showers, and electricity. Even so, it'll involve a lot of climbing and running and such. I'm always incredibly sore afterwards. It's rather sad.

I want to design something amazing.

My head hurts terribly. I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

But I have rehearsal...bloody hell.

The parentals are fighting again. Lovely. The dog is scared.

I think I'm gonna go. G'night

Today's Shoutout : Michelle. I heart her.

Quote of the day
Mrs.Middleton: (Creepy disturbing voice) I'd like to read a story about nubs.
(Long akward silence
William: (Burps loudly.)
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"Stop talking. No one likes you." [Mar. 1st, 2004|12:59 pm]
[mood | complacent]
[music |Theme from The Cider House Rules]

I'm so sick of school. Today was uneventful, to say the least.

Theatre IV - Rehearsed La Mancha
Economics - Took notes. Notes for 90 minutes.
Spanish II - Speaking quiz. Then I left early to go to the drama room.
English IV - Paradise Lost review. It's sad how interested people are in the downfall of Satan.
Rehearsal - Watched video of Friday's rehearsal and took notes. Mrs.Sherrill and Mrs.Trimble were off getting costumes. Yay costumes!

Came home, talked to Jacob for a while, then took an ap. Worked on my senior legacy thing. Went back to sleep.

Today's shoutout : Joey. Because I want some cajun food.

Quote of the day : "Stop talking, no one likes you." - Mrs.Brooks
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I think I'm falling out of the sky... [Feb. 29th, 2004|11:05 pm]
[mood | bitchy]
[music |Like A Prayer - Rufio]

Not in much of a mood to update right now. Expect longer entries tomorrow for each day of the weekend. I really just wanted to post because it'll be another 4 years before I can post on February 29th again...although in 4 years I doubt I'll have a livejournal.
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Just three Oklahoma girls... [Feb. 29th, 2004|10:24 pm]
[mood | cynical]
[music |Chasin Those Texas Plates - Kellie Coffey]

(That's inaccurate. In actuality, I am from Texas and have a penis, Christina is from Louisiana, and Jenny who is rarely with us, is from Illinois.)

Woke up at 12:00 today. Eek.

Called Christina, of course.

Went to Ton's. You know what's real sad? When blue shirt lady knows you well enough to joke with you.

Then she took me home because she was tired. I watched about 20 minutes of The Man Who Never Died. Then she called me again, she was bored. So she came and got me. We listened to our new CD. It was lots of fun. Then off to Starbucks.

Today's Starbucks order: Grande valencia mocha frap

So Christina orders and proceeds to walk away, leaving me open to vultures.

One particular vulture who we soon learned was named Jason.
So I'm ordering, and then he begins to tell me about how he always gets the same thing, and about how there was a drink just like it about six years ago but they don't make it anymore.

Darin's Head Uh huh, ya know what? Six years ago I was eleven

So I'm doing the straw thing...and he calls me by name.

Coffee Vulture It was nice to meet you, my name's Jason
Darin's Head Jailbait, nice to meet you.

So we escape coffee vulture and go to Wing Stop, again for fries.

"You know why their fries are so good? Because they put sugar on them"

Ahh Taylor. We don't care so much.

I honestly don't remember what we did the rest of the evening. I came home and watched the Oscars. Got pissed off. That's about it

Today's Shoutout : Preston. You're the first with two. Go you!
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And the man at the back said everyone attack [Feb. 28th, 2004|09:19 pm]
[mood |dancy]
[music |Ballroom Blitz - The Sweet]

Woke up at 9:00 this morning. Ack.

Went to my aunt's salon to get my hair cut. I always feel so pretentious in there. Susan (my aunt's co-owner/best friend.) who just recently had a baby, has apparently not gotten over her cravings yet, so there were girl scout cookies, and Starbucks coffee in the coffee machine. So I was good, despite the fact that I had to listen to the obnoxious woman with enormous hair for about 30 minutes. She's always there when I'm there. She's so very annoying. Anyway, my aunt cut too much. I was depressed. BUT, I got $20 for going to see her, and I got to see pictures of Susan's baby. He's so fat. I love fat babies. I also love Susan, she's like Megan Mullally but much prettier.

My schedule will not permit another haircut until April. This saddens me.

Got home around 12ish, took another sh ower (excess hair), called Christina. She came over and then we were off to Starbucks

Today's Starbucks order iced grande six pump vanilla latte

*Note* I was wearing a white button down shirt.

So, I do the straw thing. (Success! 1:00 Saturday anyone?), and I take my lid off...

And the straw throws coffee at my shirt.

So after a minor hissy fit, we went to Wing Stop to get some fries. While at Wing Stop we sat and bitched about...well, everything. Bitching with Christina is nice. After Wing Stop we stopped by Walgreens because I needed blistex. Christina felt a plastic leather jacket and then wiped it on me. It was rather scary. On the way out we got roped into buying some girl scout cookies

Girl Scout with piggy tails: My mommy says these are like pop tarts with a little extra spice.
Darin's Head: Your mommy is a TWIT.

I love Matilda. But I'm so going to hell.
Then it was Libary time (yes, I spelled it like that intentionally.)
While at the libary we saw Jen Tatum. She's sweet. I haven't talked to her in forever. Later, Christina and I reminesced about Jenny's 8th grade luau, and all the shit Jen started. And Cassie's damn frog shirt. They were such bitches!

Moving on.

We get our books and get in line. While there I became aware of how horribly inappropriate it would be for me to scream in the middle of the library. This made me want to do it. Badly. After what seemed like an hour we get to the counter so Christina can sign up for her libary card. After another 15 minutes:

Libarian: You live in Ganparry?
Christina: Um...what?
Libarian: You live in Ganparry?

(by now I'm thinking of that scene from Romy & Michelle)
Christina: Oh, um..yeah.
Libarian: Can't get card here. You go Ganparry, get Ganparry card. Then come back here, check out book.

We were ever so pissed.

While in the car bitching, Andrew called, so we went to go pick him up. We did the new Candy dance, which seemed to piss him off.
We went to Marquez bakery, which was really good. I want another brownie...

Later that night Christina and I got very very bored at her house. I won't say what happened exactly, but I will say Christina ended up in her banquet dress, and I looked like Kendra from Degrassi.

Later I taught Christina to waltz. We decided we are going to take ballroom dancing lessons.

That is all.

Today's Shoutout Christina. I love you like my luggage. And you know how much I love my luggage. It's so pretty...
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Wouldn't that be something? [Feb. 27th, 2004|08:40 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Finger Eleven - This One Thing]

Try as I might I can't really think of what to say about today...

Turns out, I failed out of UIL. I'm good though, momma Tempa's not mad, and I'll be elligable on progress reports. That's really about it for the course of the day... rehearsal was great. This One Thing I Do is going to be fucking awesome.

Oh yeah, last night Christina & I were driving around listening to the top 5 @ 9 on The Wolf, and we drove over that bridge, you know, by Joe Pool lake. The moon was pretty bright, so the water was all shimmery, and the street lights were casting relflections that looked like little fire fountains, and the ruby city was glowing off in the distance. it was one of the prettiest things I've ever seen. This of course was ruined when I poked myself in the eye with a pencil.

So back to today.
I hadn't spent time with Sara in forever, so I did. The plan was to go see Mystic River at around 9:50 or so, so after rehearsal we went to her house and talked to her mommy for a while. Then Tabatha & Tyler came over. They are ever so cute together. So Sara and I went to the mall around 7:30ish, ate, walked around, went shopping, etc. etc. We tried to get tickets for Mystic River, but, turns out the people at the movie theatre are stupid, so we left. We drove around North Arlington for a very long time. It was ever so much fun. I came home and went straight to bed. I really need to start working on the whole sleeping regularly thing. That would be nice.
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I'm just learning as I go along... [Feb. 26th, 2004|10:29 pm]
[mood | sleepy]
[music |Rascal Flatts - See Me Through]

Today...today...what happened today? Um...lordy...

Let's go from the beginning...

Woke up around...7ish? I need to work on this whole sleep thing.

Worked on La Mancha in Theatre IV.
Did nothing in Economics
Listened to Andrew's idiocy in Spanish II.
Lunch was boring.
Went to about 30 minutes of English. I got mommy's permission to sign myself out so I could go to a job audition at Build-A-Bear. Mine was at 4:00, Christina's was at 3:00...

...so we thought.
We get up there, turns out it's actually at 4:00. So we walked around for a while. Christina is ever so much fun. I love her to fragments.

So 4:00 comes around, we go to Build-A-Bear. Really, have any of these people been to an audition workshop before? Presentable, people. Presentable.

sigh

Someday...

Anyway, so the audition is going well...and then Christina gets up to tell us what she'd do with $1000...

and she falls.

It was quite amusing. She played it off well though. So after that, and a few more games, the audition was over. We're so going to get called for interviews. Everyone else was all...blah...except for this one girl who sang I'm Every Woman in the middle of the mall.

Tried on some stuff at Gap. I really need a job. Ever so badly. I love clothes...

Called The Wolf about...oh, an hour ago? Told Hollywood about our day, requested a song. He said he'd play it. I smell smoke. Maybe it's because someone's pants are on fire! I say it's discrimination.

Oh! Did you know Crayloa makes markers like, especially for windows? Yes they do. It's very exciting. I'll post pictures of Christina's car as soon as I take some.

Rascal Flatts/Kenny Chesney tickets go onsale Saturday. I think someone should give me $50. I really do.

Tomorrow is Chink's birthday, happy birthday Chink!

So...I'm tired, I need to go home. I think I'm gonna.

Sweet dreams everyone!

Quote of the day
"Oh, we are so taking that couple down. We're way cuter." -Christina and I at the Build-A-Bear audition.
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We are tired, we are weary but we aren't worn out... [Feb. 25th, 2004|12:54 pm]
[mood | cold]
[music |Life Uncommon - Jewel]

In Algebra II again. I should probably be paying atention, but...I don't want to. As I said before, as I'm typing this I'll be at lunch. Andrew is on the couch behind me.

This One Thing I Do is going well, but we ahve tons of work to do before the McLennan clinic in two weeks. Mrs.Sherrill, Jordan and I had a production meeting today. I just lvoe production meetings. If you get bored you can take a look at the meeting notes. I love typing those, I feel so professional. Sara is at SFA today for her scholarship audition. She already got one last summer, but apparently she wants another. Greedy greedy. J/K, I loves me Sara.

Well that was odd. Apparently the fire alarm "accidently" went off. Now I'm even more cold.

My tummy is yelling at me.
I have now eaten and my tummy is no longer yelling

Oh! I'm sad. I had chemistry last period and Mrs.Zielinski made me change lab partners! My current partner is a wrestler and he smells really bad. I think he's afraid of me because I yelled at him last month. Aaron was making horribly inappropriate commentsa bout gay people during class. Something to the effect of salads and ranch dressing ... Mrs.Zielinski found it amusing and joined in. I was ever so pissed.

You know, if I had any interest in seeing the board at all, I think I'd ask to change seats. The girl in front of me is like 6'5". She looks like a very manly Julia Stiles.

It's quite scary.

Ever see that episode of The Simpsons with the red headed girl that was bullying Lisa? Yes, this is that girl 10 years later.

Note to DarinGet your rec letter from Mrs.Sherrill and Mr.Wisdom

Oh oh. Modest mouse is going to be here in March.
and Rascal Flatts will be here in June.
Edgefest had better be good this year. I plan to stay awake the entire time.

I haven't talked to Tyler in a long time. I certainly hope he's not dead.

So I was thinking, about how faults are rarely anyone's fault, and things along those lines. The more I thought about it, the worse I felt about how I treated someone. Then he proved how stupid and materialistic he is. And I laughed. It felt good.

Chink's birthday is on Friday. Happy Birthday Chink!

I have the most horrible case of writer's block. It's rather depressing.

Quiz? Oh no...more later.
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Can I Keep You? [Feb. 24th, 2004|06:37 pm]
[mood | calm]
[music |Casper's Lullaby - Casper Soundtrack]

Casper was such a sad movie.
Devon Sawa was ever so hot.
And I sure was a gay little 3rd grader.

So...things are good. I'm pretty sure. I love my friends ever so much.

I have to run sound for this NHS thing tonight and I'm not happy about it. But since I'm doing it on such short notice Mrs.Sherrill is covering camping trip for me.

Camping trip is next week! It's very exciting. Andrew and I need to to the Army Navy store to get cammo. Capture the flag is war this year!

Xander is going to bring me Girl Scout Cookies, how sweet is that!

Big shoutout to Preston. Because he's the best. Seriously. You wish you were as great as him.

I have to go now...more later.
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You stand at the edge while people run you through [Feb. 23rd, 2004|06:37 pm]
[mood | contemplative]
[music |Mona Lisas and Mad Hatters - Elton John]

Stolen from Tyler

1.Your name spelled backwards? Nirad

2. Where were your parents born? Fort Worth, Texas

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Dies Irae...I'm a loser

4. What's your favorite restaurant? Sardine's

5. Last time you swam in a pool? Oh I don't even know

6. Have you ever been in a school play? i have

7. How many kids do you want? 3

8. Type of music you dislike most? rap...blah

9. Are you registered to vote? not so much

10. Do you have cable? uh huh

11. Have you ever ridden on a moped? I have

12. Ever prank call anybody? Yeah. We were very bored the summer of 2000...

13. Ever get a parking ticket? I don't do the whole parking thing

14. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving? Sure why not

15. Furthest place you ever traveled? ...I went to Costa Rica as a fetus...

16. Do you have a garden? Not since Derrick SMOKED IT

17. What's your favorite comic strip? Peanuts

18. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem? Of course

19. Bath or Shower, morning or night? shower, in the morning and at night

20. Best movie you've seen in the past month? ...have I seen a movie in the past month?

21. Favorite pizza topping? cheese, mushrooms

22. Chips or popcorn? cheetos

23. What color lipstick do you usually wear? blistex

24. Have you ever smoked peanut shells? ...like...caught them on fire? I've done that...

25. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant? nope

26. Orange Juice or apple? apple

27. Who was the last person you went out to dinner with and where did you dine? Christina, Andrew and Dreby. Cheddars

28. Favorite type chocolate bar? Chocolate is entirely too chocolatey...

29. When was the last time you voted at the polls? TO THE POLLS LADIES! Sorry...too much one act. Never

30. Last time you ate a homegrown tomato? Don't do tomatoes...

31. Have you ever won a trophy? yes

32. Are you a good cook? The few things I can cook are pretty good

33. Do you know how to pump your own gas? ...yeah...of course...*hides*

34. Ever order an article from an infomercial? I'm sure I have. I love infomercials ever so much

35. Sprite or 7-up? ginger ale

36. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to work? aw honey, I don't work.

37. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy? Pens

38. Ever thrown up in public? Nope

39. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love? true love

40. Do you believe in love at first sight? nah

41. Can ex’s be friends? I should certianly hope so

42. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital? Susan. Her baby is ever so cute!

43. Did you have a lot of hair when you were a baby? yes. And it stood straight up. Nothing has changed.

44. What message is on your answering machine? Please pass the pie.

46. What was the name of your first pet? Buddy

47. What is in your purse? my tiara and my fag badge. No purse for me, sorry.

48. Favorite thing to do before going to bed? Read

49. What is one thing you are grateful for today? my Cara hug

50. What do you think about internet surveys? Meh, they give me something to do
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THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | spiders
02 | snakes
03 | being alone
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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
01 | Christina
02 | Sara
03 | Cara
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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | theatre
02 | my friends
03 | music
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THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | stupid people
02 | stupid people
03 | stupid people
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | boys
02 | math
03 | chemistry
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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
01 | Copy of 'The Rope Dancers'
02 | Picture of Sara, Drew and I from Julius Caesar
03 | Pingen, my penguin bobblehead friend
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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
01 | talking to Christina
02 | writing
03 | listening to music
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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
01 | teach a child
02 | fall in love
03 | direct a state winning OAP
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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
01 | design
02 | cut plays (sad talent, it really is)
03 | be a bitch
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THREE THINGS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | I'm a good listener
02 | I'm honest
03 | Apparently I'm "a hoot"
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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
01 | be nice for long periods of time
02 | run
03 | not use the unit set
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Hallelujah - Rufus Wainwright
02 | Mona Lisas and Mad Hatters - Mandy Moore
03 | your heart
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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
01 | My mother
02 | My father
03 | My aunt Lina
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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
01 | like
02 | okay
03 | little bit
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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | chicken parmigiana
02 | grandma's carne asada
03 | other grandma's tiramisu
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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | not to procrastinate
02 | to see the best in people
03 | to play piano
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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | coke
02 | milk
03 | grande six pump vanilla latte
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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Power Rangers
02 | Noozles
03 | Little Bits
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A person...can develop a cough [Feb. 23rd, 2004|12:44 pm]
[mood |Missing you]
[music |Guy next to me beatboxing]

Ugh...beatboxing is so Justin Timberlake 4 years ago.

My tummy is being all hurty. It's psychosomatic. Anyway, I'm in Algebra II as I'm writing this, but I'm actually at lunch at the moment. Andrew isn't here...I don't know where he is. Did he have to get surgery today? I think...yes. Yes that's what it is.

So I hung out iwth Xander yesterday. That was fun. He's really sweet. I swear, Six Flags must be the gayest place ever. Does anyone ever hear from Todrick anymore? Sad, I miss him and his ADD. Anyway, so Xander and I are driving around talking about his new boy, and all of the sudden there's a curb.

And then we hit it.

And then there's a flat.

Like a giant hole in the tire. Fun stuff. Now, those of you who know me know how completely useless I am when it comes to doing things involving cars, or tools, or people. So I just sat in the street and kept him company while he changed the tire. Oh and it was super cold.

Ever since I said psychosomatic I've been hearing Adelaide's Lament in my head. Which makes me think of Cara. That makes me happy. Speaking of Adelaide's Lament, have you ever missed someone so much it makes your tummy hurt? Well, not your tummy so much as right below your ribs. It makes me sad.

Short guy in the corner just fell off Mrs.Barrett's stool. That's what happens to stupid people.

My lab partner / girl I cheat off in Algebra II is so freakin adorable! She's from Vietnam, she's about 4'6" and doesn't speak much English. She pronounces my name "Dedin". It's cute. I think I'm going to bring her candy or something, just because she's so cute, and for letting me cheat and all. I think everyone should have a pocket asian lab partner. Think of how much higher the test scores would be.

I talked to Brandon yesterday. He and Medusa were out shopping for their kid. I hope it looks like him. It irks me when people give me shit for talking to him or even mentioning him. Yeah, maybe he did some bad things, but who hasn't? We certainly did...I'm sorry Brandon. Now let's not carry grudges. They're heavy, and not very attractive.

We're on chapter 11? No one tells me these things...
I should go, it might be good to pass.

Oh yes, shoutout to Jessika. Shes super cool and uber talented.

That is all.

"Wow...you know it's bad when someone can make you say "stupider" - Kev
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The Cold Part [Feb. 22nd, 2004|01:42 pm]
[mood | pissed off]
[music |Modest Mouse - The Cold Part]

What is Your Destiny? by Valcion
Name
Color
Birthday
DestinyCreator of some super weapon
Date when you fufill your destinyMay 25, 2024
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


I should get to work...
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Talkin Shit About A Pretty Sunset [Feb. 22nd, 2004|01:20 pm]
[mood | pissed off]
[music |Rufio - Like A Prayer]

Well, granted I've only been awake for about 4 1/2 hours, today has sucked. Got up, was forced to go to breakfast with my mother, where she bitched about everything from my father to the dirty old men she works with. Came home, took a shower, changed clothes, and then she made me clean (I hate cleaning, grr...) then bitched some more, called me fat...evil bitch....oh, and my dog is dying. For real this time. Before she just had chronic bronchitis, now...well...she's dying. Oh and I'm super super bored. Christina and Drew are at Christina's aunts doing some...birthday thing, I don't know. I'm such a girl. Ugh.

I think I'm gonna hang out with Xander today. He's super cool, should be fun.
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As Bees In Honey Drown [Feb. 10th, 2004|10:41 pm]
Leave it to me, I swear...

Ever think things would be easier if you just weren't a nice person? Because as much as I hate to admit it, I really am a nice person. I'm actually much more softhearted than I come across. It kinda makes me wonder why I am the way I am. Mean, I mean...because it's not nice to be mean. It's even less nice to toy with feelings. Not that I do that.

"Love is not a victory march, it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah..."

I love Rufus Wainwright.
I miss Fucker, oh I do indeed.

I think I need to start going to church. Lately I've just felt...empty...tired and empty. At first I just thought I was hungry, but that's not it.

Mrs.Zielinski (My Chem teacher) is dirty. I end this entry with quotes of the day, by her.

-Quote of the day-
"These are your beads. We'll call them beads because we don't play with our balls."

Vanessa: "I can't find my green balls."
Mrs.Z: "Well that's weird. Usually it's the blue ones that go missing."
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A Waltz for Eva and Che [Feb. 9th, 2004|12:21 am]
Almost four years...cheese and crackers. We say some stupid things when we're younger don't we? The last time I wrote in this, high school was about to begin. Now high school's almost over. Am I scared? No, not so much. Should I be? Probably so...

Instead I feel like waltzing
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